Hello, world. Thank you for joining me. I’m just understanding the real depths about who I am and what I am as an empathic introverted woman. I am so excited to finally be ready and in a place in life where I am able to dig my heels in and really put together something that I can feel proud of. It’s been a long time comin’!
I have been through half of a lifetime of deep transformation that has evolved me into the woman I am today. Can I say, that although, I am of course, still learning and evolving and still have many things that I need to tweak, integrate, change, and sort out… Despite all of that, I am contented that I am on the road to where I am most able to live out my most precious dreams that I have had for myself since a young girl.
I am proud to be the woman I am right now. I’m not perfect at all, don’t need to be, can understand that although my anxieties and fears stem from this need for perfection, I do not have to allow it to control me. I can go to places in my mind and life where I know my Creator is leading me to the best of me.
I honestly feel that there were somethings that needed to take place and some other things that needed to take shape in order for me to be exactly where I am, right now, at this moment, 2018. I attempted similar changes for my life in 2007 and had a real foundation laid out, but I had far too many responsibilities to others, to work, dance classes I was taking at the time, etc. The timing wasn’t right.
There were some powerful moments of loss, grief, tragedy, and deeper soul-searching that needed to take place that I thought I had already gone through at that point in time. I can now better take control of my thoughts, feelings, and emotions. My emotional and spiritual intelligence has raised and it excites me as it gets more and more expansive. You can do the same. What do you have to lose?
We raised, cared for, and nurtured a massive sized family that reached out to include extended family members. Particularly siblings on both sides! I am referring to my guy of 23 years when I say “We”. The family is important to us and because we are both highly sensitive people, particularly I, as an empath, it’s always our tendency to want to be hospitable and nurture. However, at the same time, we allowed some of it to get out of control and it cost our son’s behavior and our relationship in many unforeseen ways. Many of you are currently doing the same things or have allowed things to nearly annihilate you! Haha.
Since then, we suffered continuous tragedy, grief, and loss. It was like a movie. What’s more is, while we were trying to control everything and get it all done, we were relying on things that were hurtful and self-medicating with various forms of addictions. Kris with his painful injury and later in the picture, me and my stomach issues, anxiety & depression and body pains.
All the while, however, I truly felt that something was coming that needed me to be in a particular mindset with a certain set of values and wisdom gained through these very painful, traumatic and sometimes very lonely experiences. I am very resilient, have endurance, am flexible with stubborn tenacity to keep going.
Though I was going through what seemed like an abyss of hell, I know how to get through things quickly because of my closeness with the Creator and my belief that we are living in a beautiful, conscious Universe and living Earth, giving me unshakeable faith. I stubbornly forge ahead and drum up all that I need inside to thrive and survive. Going within and retreated to myself is often where I take myself in life’s problematic and heavier moments. It’s something natural to me. Most of us need to learn to become more mindful and reflective.
I’ve always been one to see the light at the end of the tunnel, even if it was very blurry and not at all clear at the moment. I have always felt my Creator near me and I often do have these earnest prayers of where I am having conversational moments. I can feel the spirit of God all around me. I can see this operating in my life all the time. There’s just far too many experiences that are serendipitous. Synchronicity has always been everywhere! I see it as messages of the angels. I remember the scripture, “As a man thinketh, so is he”. We are what we believe we are. We get what we expect.
Insights just seem to pop into my head out from the ether and I have delved so far and so deep into the deepest of the deep in all areas of my life and within the grander landscape of this world we live in. They used to call me “lil ole lady” for a reason. I was thinking and pondering the state of our planet, the people who live on it, the beautiful creatures that live among us and the gorgeous landscape of stars above.
I would love to be an inspiration for others like me, as an empath who want to live a spiritual life and live according to the Universal laws of love, attraction and manifestation. Living with authenticity and audaciously in order that you may understand how to find your passion and live out your Spiritual Journey beautifully as you navigate and understand your awakening, while as I too, continue my own life trip upstream.
Losing my newborn daughter during her birth was one of these things that came along and knocked us off our feet and ripped out our hearts. That’s when a carefully and craftily disguised spiritual depression set in. I still feel like it’s a surreal event that occurred in my life. My dear Olyvia was real and she existed. She was here and she brought incredible insight into my life.
This deep, strange crisis that set it after her passing which caused a type of awakening was that situation better as the “Dark Night of the Soul”, process. Believe me, it was most definitely an “existential conundrum”, as my late brother in law Joel and I would often joke about when referring to the Huckabees film. Losing him last year was also a very surreal change.
So, here I am, growing in delight and creating something for myself that aligns with me and allows for me to help inspire and heal others which in turn inspires me.
I desire to inspire, empower, motivate and teach to share all that I know to learn how to find your passion for your life through your spiritual journey both during and after awakening while also sharing with you all the tools and resources that I have personally believe in and have come to know very well. There are some really fine quality jewels of wisdom, knowledge, insight and everyday tips and resources that are beyond useful.
I love personality tests and think there are a few out there that are beyond accurate and helpful when giving you insight into your character and choices of some paths to take. It’s hard for me because I want it all! I am a multi-passioned, empath. Therefore, I chose to work and study as an empowerment coach for empath’s that need to learn self-care practices during their entrepreneurial journey. Letting go of fear and surrendering is part of this process. All the anxiety that causes us to feel overwhelmed and the agonizing overthinking that puts us into paralysis, analysis.
Fear is a powerful thing and can leave you feeling stuck. Fear leaves you feeling powerless and drained. The best way to deal with this is through the power of prayer and reflection. Meditation, my friend. That’s right. Remember all those strengths that you do have can be consciously made to bubble up to the surface and strengthened. If you’ve been through hell already, then you know that you don’t have to have to worry about living openly as yourself without that fear and unjustified anxiety. Face it. You have resilience and you have incredible power.
Imagination can take you to beautiful places but it can also take you to places that aren’t so desirable. What you believe to be true will manifest. Remember your integrity, character and core values. Those things allow you to hold your head on high as you make this journey through life. Building your strong foundation can prepare you when challenges appear. Fear can keep you stagnant. Remember those wonderful strengths that you have carved out for yourself. You’re your own worst critic and as empaths, we are far too hard on ourselves and it’s ridiculous when you think about it because you can be so gentle and patient with others. You can easily build someone else up. It’s important that you do the same for yourself. You are your own best friend.
I want to thank you again. It’s my intention and passion that we explore our selves as empaths in this world and learn to understand what makes us thrive and what keeps us feeling healthy, wise and alive. I’m excited to share this journey with you and can’t wait to see how it all unfolds. Our universe is powerful and magical, just as we are and we can learn to draw close to the creator and understand how these beautiful universal laws have been designed, what they mean for us today and who lived by them in the past. The support, the love, and the inspiration are what will hold everything together and be the glue for us “muses” and my tribe of “Sacred Ravens”.
It’s important that you understand that staying true to yourself and being truly authentic in the way you express yourself and live your life is what will bring you real and genuine joy. There’s no one in the world like you. Remember that. There’s no sense in feeling locked up in our heads where these negative and unhealthy images and self-talk circle about over and over and over again. SeIf-discovery through the Creator is the only way to find yourself upon a road to true purpose and enthusiasm. Manifesting our dreams, hopes and inspirational lives is a power within reach and can be explored just by acknowledging it.
I look forward to building a long-lasting friendship with those of you who are like me. Not just as an empath, but also as a truth seeker, a dreamer, an inspired, spiritual person on a journey to be close to the Creator and learn about this life, love, and true practice of self-care with a healthy self-image and strong, clear mindset. I hope that I deliver when it comes to helping you learn, transform and becoming inspired. My questions are deep and they are many. My quest only seems to deepen over time and my life gets more fascinating to me as I learn more about myself and the people who share this world with me.
We were all born with special gifts and it’s important that we show them to the world. Jeremiah 29:11 is clear in this. We are born with beautiful, powerful, unique gifts that are meant to do the will of the Creator and that passion and enthusiasm we feel when we are in the flow of these spiritually driven gifts, allow us to know how it is we are to empower and teach others out there to utilize their own.
Let’s explore and expand who we are as empaths and through inspiration and education, all these things together will add to our creativity, courage, clarity, and contentment!
I’m wishing you all a life that you deserve, becoming the person you dreamed of and manifest the life you imagined. It’s pure beauty and magic. It’s living each moment as it is, sacred.
Love and Kisses!
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